March 9, 2007
I know that i'm one of those people in this world,
Who doesn't have freedom and has to lie to get it.
Somehow,
He already gave me the green light to do it.
Still, i knew that deep inside..
It's like..
UGGGH...
It may sound silly but by doing that,
It makes a few seconds of the misery in my life to seem to go away.
It makes things all fuzzy and abstract.
We all should be old enough to distinguish between right and wrong,
But it's not about that.
Sometimes people just choose wrong,
Why?
Because when you push a person too hard to go one way,
The other path just seems more entertaining.
I knew it was wrong.
But i knew it was even more wrong to not be able to make mistakes and learn from it.
He grinned as he hugged me,
The smile on his face not quite managing to conceal the fact that he was fighting back tears.
Now They're Choosing Sides. At 11:25 PM
