March 17, 2007
TODAY IS A DAY WHICH I WILL NEVER,
EVER, IN MY LIFE FORGET.
AND I'M SURE TT IT NOT ONLY GOES FOR ME,
BUT FOR OTHERS AS WELL.
Before today,
I had thought.
Tt life was so unfair,
And everyday is just an ordinary day with only depression in my mind.
So i expected myself to wake up at 1 or 2 plus pm,
Doing nothing and silently cursing for no reason.
Today.
11 plus AM,
I had a call.
i was too sleepy to even answer,
then i received a message.
"Her dad passed away."
?
I was AWAKE by then.
I rushed to bathe and changed and went to her home.
We reached.
Went into the room.
There he was,
And i flashbacked of the last time i saw him,
Fasting month,
At her house having dinner with her family.
He talked to me nicely,
Talking about poly.
And about our future.
And now.
I looked.
I just couldn't believe it.
A man with a kind heart and a good soul was there.
Lying on the bed.
When it seemed just like yesterday i had talked with him happily.
She stood there,
Crying again, and wiped her tears and kissed him on the forehead for the last time.
We all stood there helplessly just crying.
I couldn't take it,
Although he is not my own father i imagined him being my own.
Me in her shoes,
And i felt really sad.
To lose a father.
we all prayed for him,
And as her mother hugged me,
She hung on to me, crying, telling me to try cheer her up.
I cried too,
It was traumatic.
And today is the day,
I realised.
Life is too short,
And he or she who does not realise the importance of forgiving or asking for forgiveness,
Will only regret after one dies.
And so i've learnt.
To cherish everything i have left in my life,
And pray to God,
And not brood over the people i've lost.
From this moment on,
My way of thinking has a drastic change.
GIRL,
PLEASE DON'T CRY ANYMORE.
GOD TOOK HIS SOUL AWAY BECAUSE GOD LOVES HIM ALOT,
AND HE IS IN GOD'S HANDS.
YOU KNOW THAT YOUR FATHER WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU,
IN YOUR HEART.
MAY ALLAH TAKE CARE OF HIM AND YOUR FAMILY TOO.
Amin.
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