May 15, 2007
My twin & soon to be bestie has this quote,
"I hate emo kiddies."
I think tt actually applies to me now.
I hate them,
But I think i'm one myself.
Not literally having that punk rock look with thick eyeliners or anything like that,
As in,
Mentally Emo.
I tend to think about the past alot.
Like, my bf's ex gfs.
Or, my past painful friendships.
Get over it ah.
Nabeh.
But it's not as easy as it seems.
I always have this mindset where everything I do,
There is belief.
Where belief is painful, we are slow to believe.
Now tt I do have this belief, why do I still feel like..
It still sucks?
Have you ever felt something is so impossible that when it happens it's barely even real to you at all?
Or felt something that was once so far tt when it's near,
You like, dismiss the possiblity of it's existence before you even consider it possible?
I hope i'm not like that.
But then again,
Maybe I am.
How ironic.
I hate emo kiddies too.
But i THINK, i mentally am one.
Sheesh.
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