June 22, 2007
Gheez.
Ever since 20 May happened nothing was ever the same anymore.
There are two things.
First, that one i really don't know what to say ah.
Deleted?
Okay then.
I really have nothing to say.
You will forever MIA skejap2 ade skejap2 tkde, and forever will have problems.
And say that you wanna keep it to yourself.
Say that you have experienced alot of betrayals of trust from people.
You have a problem with trusting people.
But I didn't do anything to you so I wanna ask what has it gotta do anything with me.
It's others who betrayed your trust not me,
It is unfair tt you push me away, it is unfair.
You say it isn't my fault, nothing.
I am here and you don't want my help.
Oh! you don't need my help.
That's just fucking plain egositic and fucking indifferent.
You just want to be emo by yourself pushing people away,
And that's not realistic.
Who was the one who told me not to do stupid things when I was depressed like a shithead like a month ago?
Another thing.
When anyone in this universe seeks to confide in someone,
You don't expect to receive an advice.
Yes you do, but not an advice with no softness, with the care that you expected to be present.
I wasn't up to receive such tone that came off of you.
Oh, and last.
This is a totally different topic.
But yea.
Think of the times when you were 17.
With no disrespect, I just wish to know.
Were you like me when you were 17?
Not now ah.
but SEVENTEEN.
Just like me.
Yet to know the many obstacles of the world and still young to discover yet so many things.
So you HAVE to understand.
What i'm going through.
Because I know you know,
That for a fact.
You were worse than me when you were 17.
Because if you can compare how I am like now compared to how you think you're right of the way you handle things,
Let's get fair and comapare when we were the same age.
Ok full stop!
My own brother doesn't tell me that I am Shitty in anything I do.
Be it in studies or r.ship or just anything else.
Instead, he helps.
He is older than me, but he respects me as well.
He cares. And wants to make things right.
Make everything in peace.
Sometimes I just don't get it,
I never had lack of disrespect for you.
But you're trying to earn it.And i don't get why.
The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it.
And I want to begin it.
Why can't everyone just be happy?
HAPPY?
HAPPYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nabehness uh.
Maybe me being sad doesn't help.
Because I am being stepped on,
Literally stepped ON, with poo under the shoe.
Usually when people are sad, they don't do anything.
They just cry over their condition.
But when they get angry, they bring about a change.
And I'm going to bring about a change.
Enough of this, I never asked to be first priority never ever ever.
I never disrespected,
But now it has lacked,
Because I'm not getting the same good shit i'm giving.
And waiting for tt miracle,
Let's get real.
Miracles DON'T happen and drop from the sky.
WORK for it.
I am.
Are you?
You-s? for tt matter.
People have become so indifferent without realising it.
Sheesh.
K nuff of the emo. nuff said.
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