July 22, 2007
Oh, oh..! ):
I feel like in prison at home...):):
I miss boyfriend.
He's so hardworking.
Studying, Working, yay.
I'm glad to see the motivation and the strong will that he has for everything. (:
Boyfriend is the best.
We have gone through shit.
Make that two shits.
Still, I think now's the turning point.
Where we both have grown up.
No, no, not adult grown up.
Just, as teenagers.
Because that's what we are.
17 & 18.
Right?
Chill lah!
Why must think further than tt!
He & I, mesti lah knows when to do what.
Right?
And oh,
It's not i that i win, you lose.
No no no, (:.
It is that you gave up, I didn't.
Where's the love?
I don't know.
I tried, kay?
Give in to me.
Since you're like what, older than me?
Takkan lah tk faham keadaan saye ni?
Alahai.
If you think i'm no good for him, so be it.
You used to like me alot!
Where did all that go to?
Just cos of some stupid incident.
Why're you taking it soo hard still?
It's over!
Let it go!
You love God so much right?
Ask him.
He knows.
He showed me the path.
If God sees that I am not to be with him,
Then why didn't he answere YOUR prayers of hoping that I am not a part of him?
It's because we're fated,
Please accept it,
I am willing to make things alrigt,
So can't you just let it go already?
Sigh.
Ok?
Please?
Gosh.
Now They're Choosing Sides. At 4:35 PM
