September 13, 2007
WOW. It has been like, THIRTEEN days since I updated this thing!
I was too busy. Hee. Sorry bebehs and dudes.
Alot has been going on since I last updated.
Amazing how things can change so fast.
It's like you're snapping your fingers, and poof,
Another scene.
Poof,
Another scene.
But it seems like everytime I snap my fingers,
I am in different2 scenes.
With the same situation.
This has been going on for 2 and a half years.
Maybe it ends now.
I hate to be a pessimist but I must admit,
I am one.
Better get yourself prepared for the worst,
Than to be stupid and naive like how I used to be and look where I ended up being at.
I'm not a negative pessimist.
I am a positive pessimist.
Know the difference baby.
Ok so...
Did I mention my MSN convo with her...
Like..
How many weeks ago was that?
We chatted halfway and my laptop got jammed.
I went online again, she was already gone by then.
So anyways.
We chatted and chatted and chatted.
I felt like what I said did have a point,
Did have a strong point, even.
But it was like as if the words i said weren't being processed in her brains through her skull.
Great points often receive violent opposition from mediocre minds.
So she has moved on.
So should I.
There just isn't any point at all.
I used to believe in karma,
Now I don't.
Karma is bullshit.
So I guess this is where our friendship silently ends.
In spite of everything I still want to believe that all beings of mankind are really good at heart.
I simply can't build up my hopes on a foundation consisting of confusion, misery and death. only.
Oh well.
That's the way life goes.
God didn't choose for a certain individual to lead a suffering life.
It's just random.
Here, there, and then there was Me.
I'm learning to be wise though.
Heho.
I think it's kindda simple to be wise?
Just think of something stupid to say and then don't say it.
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